I only wish I could stay

The secret glue that holds
All things together
Path of wild abandon
Stay with me forever?
Share absolutely everything
Being so new, you
Angel of the blueness
Went missing
When did things change?
There, the days last rays
Cruising like sharks
Across the horizon
Then, a gap in things
You clench your fists
Crushing the daisies
I left by your bed
Drug-dry irisis
Shaking
Trembling
And then it came
Pounding fists
Against the shower walls
Your screams
Your pleas
For more
There needs to be more
My coffee shudders
Hush now, don't you worry
I'm not trying to wreck your life
I'm only trying to make mine better